"Be not afraid of greatness; some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them."

-William Shakespeare

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Goodbye November . .

mannnn, Cavalier vs. Heat game is thursday! so stokeddd been waitin on it FOREVER! and i got my fall sports (fxh) banquet tomorrow night so yeahhh.... still not feelin up for school after the break but oh well... christmas is a comin soon {:

Friday, November 26, 2010

Happy Thanksgiving!

i had a lovely thanksgiving! cooked with my mom all morning, ate, napped, met my bro's girl's mom, and watched all the Rocky's and all the Godfathers sooo yeahhh.... a mighty mighty fine day it wasss [:
this pic includes our ham (we do it opposite, ham for thanksgiving and turkey for christmas), yams, mac&cheese, stuffing, collard greens, and cranberry sauce.... not including all the desserts: triple chocolate cake, apple pie & ice cream, and the banana pudding i made... YUM!

Monday, November 22, 2010

suunnnnriseeeee. . .

choisissez avec toute votre intelligence. amour avec tout votre coeur. l'aide avec tout vous pouvez. soyez tout ce que vous pouvez etre.

(chose with all your intelligence. love with all your heart. help with all you can. be all you can be.)

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Hit Me Baby, One More Timee

this is a super sweet homey and cozy Brooklyn brownstone (style and place i aspire to 

live) that is amazing on designspongeonline.com!

Yahduh, Yahduhh, Yahduhhh....

Mannn, yesterday i went to the mall with plenty (for me) money in my pocket and blew it like a pipe! it was the first time i EVER went to forever 21.... it is an AMAZING store and it's HUGE!! there was so much store i didn't have time to go through it all! all together i got a coat, purse, pajamas 2 pair of Levi's, new wallet, cardigan, scarf, and sweater; but i can't wear the coat, Levi's, pajamas and purse until after Christmas because my mom bought it. so yeah, just great. i haven't been to the mall in a long while and i think i definitely made up for it! i only have school Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday's a half day sooo WHOOP WHOOP! unfortunately my dad has to work on thanksgiving so yeahh that suckss, but it's gonna be good any who...

Christmas comes this time each year...

my all time favorite christmas commercial [:

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Paris for the Spring . . .


Acquainted with the Night- Robert Frost

I have been one acquainted with the night.
I have walked out in rain -- and back in rain.
I have outwalked the furthest city light.

I have looked down the saddest city lane.
I have passed by the watchman on his beat
And dropped my eyes, unwilling to explain.

I have stood still and stopped the sound of feet
When far away an interrupted cry
Came over houses from another street,

But not to call me back or say good-bye;
And further still at an unearthly height,
A luminary clock against the sky

Proclaimed the time was neither wrong nor right.
I have been one acquainted with the night.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010


"The Fox and the Hound" is my FAVORITE disney movie! i love it! [:


mannn, i had hotwings for breakfast last weekend, smh... i've been dreaming about it ever since!

Monday, November 15, 2010

I wish i was anywhere else but here...

p.s. i hate living here .


justa snippet from muh book, Kids with Cigarettes . ;]

Then we heard a loud, obnoxious, voice as we noticed bright headlights at the end of the Lot. There was an aqua blue Ford Thunderbird at the curb.


          “You see any, Gary?! You see any of those- (hiccup) those hoods?!” “No. I don’t think so.”
          “Who’s-,” I began, but before I could say another word Joey interrupted me. “Get back! Get back to the corner,” he whispered over in a strained serious voice. I slide back to the corner hidden behind the Cadillac. Joey slowly slid his honey colored guitar to me. “Don’t move okay,” he said, crouched down on one knee behind the front tire. “But Joey-,” I began. “Do not move, Lily. I don’t know where your from but there’s a lot of things around here you might not get.” He sighed annoyed and said, “Around here you look out for yourself and your pals, that’s it. And Dollies like you shouldn’t be out at an hour like this. I’m so sorry,” he said; his eyes a blaze in the slant light. His whole demeanor changed, all of them change when they’re around them. But who cares about what I think, right.
          Then Joe popped his collar up, stood and walked to the middle of the Lot with his hands shoved deep in his jacket pockets, slouching. And suddenly the Lot got a scary movie-like quality. I went to the edge of the car and anxiously watched.
Three of them got out of the car, with it still running and the headlights beaming. “Hey punk,” the guy in the middle said. He was tall with red hair parted on the side, wearing a letterman’s sweater and khakis. A crooked smirk was on rough, menacing face. The one on his right was wearing one too. “Gary,” Joey said, combing back his hair nonchalantly. “So where’s your big bad gang? And isn’t it a little late for you to be out, ankle-bitter,” he asked pinching Joey’s cheek. Joey slapped his hand away and punched him in the shoulder before he could react at all. They all seemed a bit drunk. The one on the right shoved Joey to the dirt. “Joey,” I whispered uneasily, but he didn’t hear me. “How about you get an egg and beat it,” Joey said getting up and spitting at their feet.
          “Hear that, Gary?! He wants us to leave! You hear that Gary,” the small one on the left piped in with some cheap beer in his hand. Do they really don’t have anything else to do, but to come over here and start trouble?  “Yeah, I hear’um, Tommy,” he said snatching the beer from him and greedily drinking the rest; the guy didn’t say a word. “If you nosebleeds think you can come to any part of town in your mommy-ironed lettermen’s and shiny daddy-bought cars and rule without a peep you’re dead wrong,” Joe spat.
The one on the right’s face turned cherry bright red with anger, and the Tommy kid had his mouth open in aw. “Looks like someone needs to get a little roughed up,” the one on the right said immediately, rolling up his sleeve. Joe pulled out his pocket knife quick from his back pocket, the blade glistening in the night. He stood back a little in a staggered step. “Hey Larry,” Gary said with a smirk across his freckled face; holding up his arm to stop him. “Cool it gentlemen; no need to go ape. We’ll cut out, kid,” he said laughing. Gosh, his laugh was disgusting, and annoying. “For your sake kid, we’ll cut out.” “I’ll be seeing you,” Joe said sternly, looking dead into Larry’s furious eyes. Gary pulled him to the car, still laughing. And they finally drove off. 

          I immediately ran to Joey, and hugged him. “Joey!” He laughed. “Why do you have to be so stupid, huh,” I demanded; slapping him in the back of the head as I hugged him tight around the neck. He laughed. “I don’t know.”
          “Gosh Joey, I almost had a heart attack back there! You greasers and your egos,” I said jokingly wagging my finger. He laughed. I loved making him laugh, though I was actually serious. “Yeah,” he agreed. There was a bit of an awkward silence, and then he suddenly said, “I’m sorry about before. Uh- I didn’t mean to sound… you know- you know… rude I guess.” “It’s cool,” I said very cavalier. I usually am the one to shrug-off anything, well most things. “Cool,” he agreed, excessively nodding. He grabbed my hand and we started down the sidewalk. It was awfully quiet, except for the occasional dry scraping of dead leaves against the pavement.
          “I see why most girls aren’t greasers,” he said as we walked with the soft golden light of the floating streetlights above. “Why is that,” I asked yawning with shallow curiosity. “Because you guys are natural born worriers! You guys have your cute panties in a bunch before the big rumble even starts!” I laughed, tossing my head back like in an old ‘40’s movies where the girl in some dazzling evening dress, bold lipstick, and tight curls laughs at some joke some guy says that I never get. “It’s true,” he exclaimed. “Well I guess that is somewhat true, but I guess it’s our job. I think everyone needs someone to worry about them. If more people had people to worry about them, I don’t know,” I shrugged almost drunkenly; drunk in the sweet night air, in the stars. He stared at me and laughed. I was tired.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

It's beginning to feel alot like christmas..?

I REALLY!!!! want this Starlite Bamboo Palms Complete Longboard for christmas and "Sleepless in Seattle" tahaahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!
    here's stuff i don't really want for christmas but i got my eye on like this blue fair isle cardigan and these lime green headphonesss... i think christmas time is here(:

I was shooting for stars, on a saturday night/ they say what goes up must come down, but don't let me fall...

These dreams... these dreams are so-so. Nightmares, nightmares surely come though. Give me a dreamcatcher to make them leave, make them go...

i wrote this up yesterday... who knows why... (:

"Don't Let Me Fall"- B.O.B.

I feel the sun creepin up like tik tok...

hey, hope everyone has a beautiful weekend! i know i'm having a glorious 4day weekend!
       this is a pic of my silver nailpolish that i love, it goes on really good and matches w/everything, just magnificent. mannn yesterday i had some delicious Vanilla Caramel coffee i put in the frig for couple of hourss... mmm... so good! but i made it a little strong and i was up until 1a.m. this morning until i passed ouut... oh and that blue jean Levi jacket is vintage! it was my mom's in the 80s and i love it! and i have my everday bands on: breastcancer band, saints bracelet, homemade yarn bracelet... (sigh) Saturday mornings are serious my favorite time of the week.

Please Don't Go- Mike Posner

Friday, November 12, 2010

I think I'm actually starting to miss it... field hockey that is...
^me in summer conditioning...

All my love came tumbling down...

my brother likes Impala's so i checked'um ouut... and i really like the real real early ones... im not crazy bout any 70s cars... i like the 60s carss... so this is the 1966 Chevy Impala!

Come and Get It- Eli "Paperboy" Reed <--- heard this song on the Rachael Ray show today and i fell in love; a very 60s chicago soul souuund.

i heart Film.

mannn, another one of my interest is Film! i love movies! and if i was gonna do Film i would preferably want to do documentaries or short films... i put on me and my friends "18 List" (things we want to do when we turn 18) is make a documentary so yeahhh... SN (side note): NYU has amazing Film courses at the Tisch School of the Arts where graduate alumni directors like M. Night Shyamalan, Spike Lee, and Martin Scorsese attended!
This is my official Top Film List:
  • The Wolfman ~ "scary"
  • Where the Wild Things Are ~ "cute"
  • East of Eden ~ "drama"
  • Up ~ "animated"
  • Shutter Island ~ "Drama"
  • Sleepless in Seattle ~ "romance"
  • Ferris Bueller's Day Off ~ "80s"
  • Bonnie & Clyde ~ "crime:
  • Rebel Without a Cause ~ "oldie"
  • The Godfather ~ "gangster"
  • The Fox and the Hound ~ "Disney cartoon"
  • The Breakfast Club ~ "teen"
  • Star Trek ~ "sci-fi"
  • Inception ~ "thriller"

Hard to press on when my memories remember me...

this a realllyyy sweet pic i found of a wolf and a beautiful cosmic sky and i took this pic with my very own scrabble bored reading, "Are You A Lone Wolf".

personally i like to figure things out by myself, fix things by myself, make things by myself, etc... and i think it's because i think if i ask for help or tell someone my problems im complaining (or being weak), but that's not how it's supposed to be i think.. God never meant for us to figure things by ourselves, right?... there wouldn't be so many people in the world if he did, and he's there too, i guess... but you know, i try and work on it, but whatever....

Scott Mescudi Vs. The World- Kid Cudi

Thursday, November 11, 2010

This week's been pret goood. i have no school today or tomorrow! (whoop, whoop) so yeahh, im jus chillin forreal... mannn, i had a orthodonist (braces) appt. on monday, and i was super siked cause i was REALLY hoping i was gonna get my braces off, but i didn't. . . i.was.pissed. i was waiting for monday for a month and half!! it's like getting all the way to christmas and then saying you have to wait until the beginning of february!! but they said im definately getting them off the 20th of december, so yeahhh.... orthodonist are all liars .




Monday, November 8, 2010


i totally want either of these tattoos! there's a quote from "Where the Wild Things Are" (inside all of us is a wild thing) with birds on the first one. . .  schweeet . 


this is totally me at lunch! . . sad right?

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

i think everyone should live by this.. . .

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

November Glory.

mannn, i ate this half of my pomegranate yesterday- SO GOOD! im bout to eat the other half in a minute.... today is election day so i dont have anyyyy school... oh oh i heard that the San Francisco Giants won the World Series last night so whoop whoop on that... i found that the Giants' havent won the World Series since 1955 so i bet everybody's goin crazy in San Francisco righhhht now, ahaaha...

No one wants to be defeated. Showin' how funky and strong is your fight...

Levi's new Fall 2010 Boyfriend collection... another dream job, interning at Levi Strauss & Co. haaaa......

"Beat it"- Michael Jackson

Monday, November 1, 2010

"Hello Miss.Ladyyy..."

haha, that lines from "Step Brothers" (hilarious movie)
got this nude color, Creme Brulee, nailpolish this weekend and i love it because you dont have that sub-conscious feeling that your nailpolish doesnt match with your outfit (well i have that sometimes) because it's a nude color.

Got me circling like the moon around the sun...

this is an amazing shot of James Dean doing ballet by Frank Worth... Not many know that James Dean practiced ballet to help him with acting... Frank Worth was a freelance photographer in Hollywood during the 40s and 50s; his intimate collection captured some of the most glamorous of the 40s and 50s; from Frank Sinatra, Dean Martin, Marilyn Monroe, Elizabeth Taylor, Marlon Brando, Audrey Hepburn, and of course James Dean...
I've kinda resurrected the interest in ballet... i havent done ballet since i was about seven, but i don't do any sports in the winter so i have nothing else to do... and i wanna at least sincerely try all the things i'm interested in (and i have a list) before i get old... i don't wanna have any regrets, yah know? but it was just a thought, it's a lot goin on nowadays...

"Powerful Stuff"- Sean Hayes <---- love this song
Proverbs 16:6-7 By mercy and truth iniquity is purged: and by the fear of the Lord men depart from evil. When a man's ways please the Lord, he maketh even his enemies to be at peaee with him.
Proverbs 16:24 Pleasant words are as an honeycomb, sweet to the soul and health to the bones.

Cause this is thriller, THRILLER NIGHT...

my goofy lookin jack-o-lantern, Roosevelt, i made[: mannn, i heard that they made a law now that you cant trick-or-treat if you're older than 12 years old! i thought that was kind of funny.... i havent trick-or-treated since like 6thgrade so yeahh... i jus passed out candy in my pretty much homemade witch custom last night and got loaded on PixyStixx.... ahaahaha, it was a pretty fun night...

Thriller (long version)- Michael Jackson