"Be not afraid of greatness; some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them."

-William Shakespeare

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Babe I'm Gonna Leave You...

i don't want to be anything when i grow up, i don't even wanna grow up. but maybee....
a... loner. bum, hobo, birdlady, nomad... i could live in a box or in my car... go where ever, do whatever... and so on and so forth... just wanna runaway for a while.. maybe take a cross country trip to nowwheresville....

"Babe I'm Gonna Leave You"- Led Zeppelin


picture from ---->   http://www.thenotebookdoodles.com/

Monday, July 26, 2010

She's covered in leather and gold/ twenty one years old/ i lost her in the cold/ it's unfair, she's out there

“Hey,” I said in a surprisingly weak voice. I quickly tried to clear it. The air was clean and crisp; the stars made the mellow midnight blue sky sparkle. It was a real fine night with him. “Hi,” he said in a heavy voice. “God your eyes can kill a guy, you know,” he gasped, rubbing the corner of my eyes then to caress my cheek. “Johnny,” I sighed, shaking my head in disagreeance. My eyes were welling up with trembling tears. I hate crying, especially in front of people; and in front of Johnny for Pete’s-sake. “Johnny I-,” I broke off as the ground blurred; I bit my lower lip impatiently. I knew my eyeliner just looked like a smeared mess across my cheeks now. Damn, I don’t know if it’s waterproof or not… hopefully. I tried desperately to look away and get my hair to cover my crumpled face, but he was stronger. He pulled me closer to his warm, comforting body and cradled me in his arms. “Baby, shut up,” he said in a low steady voice, then to kiss me. My eyes closed, crushing the tears from my heavy eyelids. His lips are finally on mine, I thought greedily. My hands ran threw his feather soft hair. His hand sat lightly on the nap of my back as the other wiped away my tears. His lips moved so sweetly around mine; they felt like a tender clasp. We were feverish, desperate, calm, passionate, and sad all at the same time. He moved his hands to my face to cup my cheeks in his palms. We both pulled away at the same time, gasping wildly for air.

an excerpt from my book... again... [x


Somewhere in Brooklyn- Bruno Mars

Forgive me, for I have lost my way...


what not in my room... [:

Saturday, July 24, 2010

I think I'm moving now but I go nowhere/ Yeah, I no that everyone get's scared

It's been niceeee.... my dad is a abouta be a civil-servant and getting a promotion basically, it's been a extremely hot summer fieldhockey wise, my mom had the biopsy thing yesterday that kind of suckss, but i try and avoid anything about it.... i've noticed with all the drama in myhouse that when ever there's a fight err something i go and hide, blare my ipod and hide under the covers err something! i know very childish, but i can't handle stuff like that... i dunno... imma kid. and i've also noticed (that i have a wicked horrible memory) that my drawings, or art, seems pretty weird to other people. One day i'm gonna give my drawings to a psychiotrist (sp?) and see what he thinks [x

stop and stare- OneRepublic

Friday, July 23, 2010

Lions and Tigers and Bears, oh my!




stuff i like from urban outfitters [:

Ferris Bueller's Day Off [1986]

Cameron: Okay Ferris, can we just let it go, please?
Sloane: Ferris, please. You've gone to far. We're going to get busted.
Ferris: A: You can never go to far. B: If I'm gonna get busted, it is *not* gonna be by a guy like *that*.



Ferris Bueller- Matthew Broderick
Cameron Frye- Alan Ruck
Sloane Peterson- Mia Sara

watched it last week... it'sa classic [:

Wednesday, July 21, 2010



I've heard alot of "Use Somebody" (by Kings of Leon) covers (Trey Songz!?!, etc) lately, but the best one I have to say was by Paramore...
ughhh! i friggin jammed my finger yesterday running into a wall (you dont wanna know..) and it hurts like a #@!$% this is the third finger i've jammed and it's swollen lika grapefruit... i abuse my hands...

short "vacations", remembering desperations...

our "vacation" to cleveland to see the family was good (even though i still think a week isnt really a vacation, maybe a visit, but not a vacation or trip). had alrighht... but it could have been alot better if we were there longer.. just seemed like we were trying to cram everything into a one week "visit"... ohh yeah, and cleveland is like the land of corned beef and shoulder dinners! can't find that food down herw, smh. here's a few pics i took... couple are from downtownn and another was at a pier, im guessing of lake erie...

Friday, July 9, 2010

Mannn.... Just found out that Lebron friggin James is goin to the friggin Miami Heat... He's a friggin trader. I had a feeling he wasn't gonna stay but I wanted to keep hope alive...  /: it's funny cause I'm packing to go to Cleveland now. [x I say Cleveland is my hometown. I don't live there and i haven't grown up there. and if you dropped me off somewhere i prolly couldnt find my way but my family lives there and they call it home so i call it home. i've been going there my whole life. I really don't know what the Cavs are gonna do now... but the only reason he's going there is because he wants a ring, but he'll always be a cavalier.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Order the h'orderves, views of the water, straight from the page of your favorite author...

Nothing like wrapping yourself in christmas lights...? (cricket chirp, cricket chirp) Things I do when I'm home alone, smh [:




"Flashing Lights"- Kanye West

When I was young and moving fast nothing slowed me down...

some of my summertime photography in the workss... sunset pic, james dean quote written in a friendly black sharpie, and rose thingy in my frontyard..





"Tighten Up"- The Black Keys

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Man, oh mannnn....

mannn, it's been a longggggg couple of days...  /: but, all i have to say about is... teenagers are selfish (not all ofcourse) and they're stupid and compulsive, but you can't give up on them... haaa.... again, teenagers are stupid.
well, i had my writing class today and it was good, we got donuts from 7/11 [: then we went to the movies and of course saw Eclipse [: it was realllly good, eclipse was my favorite book, soo... im gload they made it funny since it so many intense scenes...

Friday, July 2, 2010

James Dean FunFact #1:   
His most famous racing car was his Porsche Spyder 500 which he fondly referred to as "Little Bastard".