"Be not afraid of greatness; some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them."

-William Shakespeare

Monday, June 28, 2010

Dreams can leave you if you tell them to...

I'm tryin to do better than good enough!
What am I afraid of
This is what dreams are supposed to be made of
The people I don't have time to hang with
Always look to me and say the same sh-t
You promise me you would never change
Oh, huh, huh (3x)
... I'm holding on by a thread it's like I'm high right now
The guy right now and you can tell by looking at my eyes right now
That nothing really comes as a surprise right now
Cause we having the time of our lives right now

The Resistance- Drake

What if I say I'm not like the others? What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays? You're the pretender. What if I say I will never surrender?

I couldn't feel anymore restless.
I wish I could be reckless.
- 3:12 a.m. June 27,2010

couldn't sleep. i wrote that on a sheet of notebook paper and found it by my bed w/the time and everything. im a weird kid, if you hadnt found out before. also i found written under that:
Teenagers: Hate is stronger, Pain is intenser, Love is deeper; sleep, drugs, alcohol, sex, friends, girlfriends/boyfriends, school, authority figures, parties, the law, driving, freedom, tattoos, piercings, music, and more sleep...
im a weird kid.
i do remember that i was listening to "The Pretender" by Foo Fighters, though.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

...Romantic not disgusting yet. Darling I'm down and lonely. When with the fortunate only ...

listening to Phoenix Unplugged on Mtv.com.. just another band i floated across [:

Lisztomania- Phoenix

Unicorns vs. Dragons.

i havent really done anything all week. i had fxh conditioning today and tuesday.... and ofcourse it was tiring since it was about 90 to 100 degreees out, and im not exadurating (sp?)... but it was nice seeing all my pals againnnn.... oh, i went to the carnival on tuesday with my friend too! annnnd i almost upchucked on this one rideee... i was soooo quesy and nauseas because i stupidly had this frappucino from McDonald's (of all places) a few hrs. before i guess that definately didnt set good [x yeahhh that's bout it... just been txting, fcebking, fieldhockeying, eating, and sleeping and so on and so forth for the rest of the summer probably [:
oh! and again i had the debate of which is better unicorns or dragons with my friend... and he crazily picked dragons! crazy righhhht?! unicorns are glittery and shimmery and have hornss! cant get muchh better than friggin that!  [:

Monday, June 21, 2010

Happy Father's Day (:
me and my dad.... me just born...
me and my dad are creepily almost exactly alike, but he's a really cool guy

we had a good father's day.. well, a decent onee.. i wanted to make him this whole grand breakfast but of friggin course the eggs were expired and we had no bacon so all i could make him was some nasty biscuits... but anyway, we wenta church then went to golden coral... (:

Saturday, June 19, 2010

"...I'm sick of all the insincere/ So i'm gonna give all my secrets away..."

today was pret good [; this was the first day of my writing class downtown.. ofcourse i had my doubts (it's gonna b lame,etc), but i really liked it.. it was like a little nook in the world where you actually felt like you could "THINK"... there was about six other girls there and they were cool [: the guy (well, instructor) was cool too... we did this excercise where we closed our eyes and he was saying: imagine there's a staircase in front of you, you walk down the staircase to a door, you open it to ur writing country, you go further down and there's a structure, in it is a being, they give u a gift, u leave and look north south east and west, and imagine what u see, then u climb back up the stair, and that's it...
it was really cool cause everyone in the class had very different "writing country's" and structures and "beings"... mine was like this: i went down these old wooden stairs (like ones in a house) then there was this white antique looking paint-chipped door, and i went in and it was like a beach and it was sunsety out, but the ocean was way out. i went along this cobblestone path with christmas liek strings of light above, and then i came to this structure w/ roman pillars and my being was one of the "wild things" from where the wild things are, and he gave me a polaroid camera and i took pictures of everything i saw but i forgot to pick them up and they were left along the path. and along the path there were wild things pointing back to the stairs. and that's my "writing country' [;
after class we went to the mall and went shopping for father's day tomorrow and came home and that's bout it [;

"Secrets"- OneRepublic

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

a world of pure imagination...

if cartoons just showed up on the street one day... that would probably be my definition of an awesome day [x

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Oh you fancy, huh? nails done, hair done, EVERYTHING done!

my pimp shades [:

Fancy- Drake ft. T.I. & Swizz Beatz

i make me so easy to love....

Beyoncé - Why Don't You Love Me

if u ask me im ready...

Alicia Keys - Un-thinkable (I'm Ready)

i like both of todays video post ("Un-thinkable" and "Why Don't You Love Me") because the both are in the past. "Un-thinkable" goes through history from the 40's to the 90's and addresses how race could (and still can) get in the way of a relationship back in the day. "Why Don't Love Me" is probably sent in the '50s err maybe '60s because i think she pulled the look off pretty good....

Monday, June 14, 2010

The Ex-Ivy Leaguer.

ready to get outta school period . not summer, just school period (though that's not for another 3years, not counting... college). just ready to get out. OUT. out of here. out of everywhere. haaa.... just be a bum, cause i dont have anything else planned so far....
reminds me of one of those old movies. young stupid kid, bookbag of dreams, no money, car, open road, and a sunset.

signed- Young Stupid Kid.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Sugarcane in the easy morning, Weather vane my one and lonely....

Tumblr_l3iz3djqmb1qc0sgfo1_400_largeyesterday was my parent's 22nd anniversary.... i think that's nice... marriage isnt really common anymore and seeing it last as long as there's have is nice... lasting another year is nice to, because alot can happen in a year... people can change in a year.
haha, ironically im watching The Holiday, i like this movie [: my favorite line, Miles: "Iris, if you were a melody... i used only the good notes."

today i had a carwash for field hockey and it was pretty tiring, just being out there in the hot sun screaming at people who definately dont give a poop. haha, we forgot posters and we went over to 7/11 and all they had were card board boxes and we cut it and made one big long banner it was probably really stupid looking, but yeahh [x when i got home i went like straight to bed and i MISSED the United States vs. England match [World Cup]! my dad watched it though and told me we tied.

Northern Downpour- Panic! At the Disco

"Holy Under-Statement, Batman!"

Girl with hair ribbon by Roy Lichtenstein

Roy Lichtenstein was a prominent pop artist who was mostly influenced by advertisments and the comic book style. Roy used Magna and oil paint work in his best know works. His work used thick outlines, bold colors, and Ben-Day dots to represent certain colors. His best-known pieces are very close to the original comic book panels, but not an exact match. Arguably his most famous image is Whaam! which was one of the earliest known examples of pop art. But my favorite I think is this piece, Girl with hair ribbon.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Outfit of The Week

This is my outfit of the week [: i love this tshirt, it's a really cool Beatles tshirt i got from target last saturday (around $13), then my darkblue (w/a touch of white) extreme skinny jeans from pacsun, then my beat up rusty dusty Converse from about 2 years ago, but i love the buddies to death (literally)....

Hey Jude....

haaa.... the only thing that's keeping me goin right now is, next week is finals, then i'll be friggin done.
It feels like this whole week, and year in general is /was like a melted clock...  like everythings goin by really fast and the days blend together, and night and day dont seem so different, but at the same time, time goes by awfully slow when you see sun rays on the floor, faily troubles & successes, your dog's excitment, sadness, a rainbow on the wall, laughter, tears, your friend's momentary happiness because then your in the moment and you actually feel alive, other than a robot who gets up, goes to school, does chores, eats, sleeps, and does it all over again...

Hey Jude- The Beatles (is my lullaby:)

Thursday, June 10, 2010

what occupies my mind. . . .

I'm Beamin

Milly by Michelle Smith- Fall 2010 RTW show

This line is really GOOD. it's pretty preppy though, I'm not exactly "preppy", But im not exactly "Cool Kid" either.... I love the little touches of color and tectures in the lacey tights and gloves. All the peacoats, maryjanes, and miniskirts are classic.There's nothing over the top in this collection, which i like, but to some people it wouldnt be real rememberable. The parisian like barrayyyys, suits, and the simple colors red, white, and black for some reason remind me of Chanel for some reason though [:

Full Collection :http://nymag.com/fashion/fashionshows/2010/fall/main/ newyork/womenrunway/milly/

I'm Beamin- Lupe Fiasco

Tuesday, June 8, 2010


reminds me of me and my brother [: we go wayyy of course.... we used to fight like every other day when we were little, but then we had one big blow out and then we didnt talk for like 3 months, then we were cool. We're good now [: though he's alittle carazzzyyy, he's still cool [:

i remember last year around March when i didnt make it into this visual arts highschool and i cried for like three days, and my brother and dad always hate when ever they see a girl cry really, especially me (and my mom). and i was really hysterical, well, i was just cryin really hard. and the day after, we were at church sitting in the back in class and i had my head on his shoulder, all depressed and all, and he gave me a starburst and he didnt try to hush me and tell me to stop crying (i wasnt crying at church i promise) like my dad (but my dad went out in the rain to get me chocolate cake, love'um though he annoys the poo out of me), he let me sulk in my despair, but he gave me a shoulder and a starburst [:

daydreamer- adele

Monday, June 7, 2010

I Wanna Be Somebody....

these are the most recent photos i took around neighborhood [:

1. End of The Day
2. Loving America
3. Favorite Past Time
4. Wish I Could Climb

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Confetti in my Popcorn

ive literally been in hibernation all weekend, so i have PLENTY of energy right now.... my freshman year is swiftly coming to a close and it's been a pretty mellow year... the memories i have of this year is Homecoming week at the bonfire, fieldhockey, christmas, friends, older friends, pep-rallies, exams, soccer, more friends, annoying friends, typical teenage talk [drugs, alcohol, permits, summer jobs, etc], you know.... all i have for this summer just as last summer is probably just fieldhockey... oh, i think i might be taking a writing class err whatever.. yeahhh.....
~~~i remember this one time me and my mom were driving back home and i saw this guy walking down the street wearing a helmet!... you dont really know what to think when you see that... maybe he's scared he's gonna hit his head? maybe he lost his bike, and forgot to take it off? who knows... why do we all wear a helmet? for protection, for safety, to forget... why don't we wear a helmet? pride, confidence, invincibility... not always physical helmet all the time, but an emotional one... hmm....

When I Get Older I Will Be Stronger.... History of Celebration - Coca-Cola 2010 FIFA World Cup ad

Im On The Pursuit of Happiness and I know... new vitaminwater 2010 ad

Saturday, June 5, 2010


i went to the grocerystore this morning of course and found this "Vita Coco" in the usual aisle that i find my vitamin water....

* the previous weekend i watched a documentary on Coca-Cola [nothing else on TV i promise] and at the end they were showing like a Coca-Cola "scout" i guess at a convention and a product that mentioned was this Coconut Water *

.... at so i picked it up and immediately recognized it! it taste alright.... i got the pomegranate one.. it taste alright and all... it taste like tea kind of... well, that's just my opinion...

Thursday, June 3, 2010

girl's gotta love like woe!

Love can transpose to form and dignity.
Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind;
And therefore is wing'd Cupid painted blind.
Nor hath love's mind of any judgment taste;
Wings and no eyes figure unheedy haste:
And therefore is love said to be a child,
Because in choice he is so oft beguil'd

A Midsummer Night's Dream, Helena, Act 1

i like "A Midsummer Night's Dream" with all the angst, heartbreak, and confusion. My favorite character is Lysander. I like how he takes matters into his own hands and just runs away with Hermia though she's promised to Demetrius. He's kind of the badas* of the story though Demetrius and Helena are kinda left hangin'.

"Love Like Woe"- The Ready Set

i had a pretty long memorial day weekend.. some family came in from maryland and we went to the very touristy beach.. ughh.... it was pretty tiring, but it was all worth it i suppose...